Sunday, August 5, 2007

Its been a tiring day of work yesterday. Will need and head for work today again at 645hrs, if i am able to drive my dad's car. Well, sometimes i wish i have my own car. Tt will be great. But its still the money problem.

Life has gotten staqnant. routinefied. Sucks. I wonder if there were these two words. Anyway, I had forgotten to add in a pair of nice big shades in the items i wan to buy.. So, adding in now. Haha. Well, i'll be involved in a extra ambush duties of a criminal in BMW this coming 2nd off. Hope i get him, and live out my purpose of doing this job.

Maybe it really takes time to heal all wounds. Its taking some time. But i still unsure at times, whether i am ready to move on. They say, there are 3 types of love in ur life. One is the person u love most, another is the one who loves u most and lastly the one most suitable for u. Well i am kinda sure the one i love most has appeared. I just wonder if this quote is really true. Haha

These days haven been easy. Learning to keep things to myself. There's like no trustworthy people in my workplace. Just colleagues. I will need to crave out my way of life as soon as possible. Do i not?

Not much to blog on. Just wish happy stays with me as long as i can. :) Cheers

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Start

Hi, I think this is the 4th blog i opened for myself. Thou none has been public. Anyway, just felt like blogging again. These past year has been crazy for me. I somehow tasted all the emotions in life. Well, tt may be for the good. Anyway, cut the crap, I will need to look forward...

Its 0117hrs in the morning and I have to report for work tml at 7am at Queensway. Argh. Have been alittle lost about work and life. But heck, I found a new meaning to my work again. Well, the past I used to wan to excel so as to give everyone a good impression. Times have changed, now feels that I work for justice to help people that needs help. Tt was the initial reason why i had took up this job right? So i will ignore what others think of me and do to me. I will crave my own way of working out with my bare hands. Haha. Sounds patriotic and couragous. Which is SO not me.

Looking forward to getting a new phone on Monday. It will prob be a SE K810i. Cos i kinda like the blue light coming from the background, with a black body. Looks abit cool. Lets see about it. Haha. And also time to get a new wallet, haircut, shoes and some long sleeve shirts. Sounds exp. But most of the time i only end up getting 2 of them. We'll see this time. Haha

Seems like spluring on myself when some frds or people are actually doing their best to save up. Contridicting, but heck, i need to take care of myself first. I ain't a god or saint. I am just an extinct person thinking that there are still some innocence and love around. Ohhhh, sound so emotional. Haha.

Tml will be a tough day, i pressume. Well, may the King soar into the sky again to newer heights and nv look back. Cheers. Haha. A pile of bullshit. Cya